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my right to rant by beckiicat, literature

Wishing you were gone by beckiicat, literature

Do care by beckiicat, literature

1 year ago by beckiicat, literature

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1 year ago

In a life full of sadness i begin to pull through I have skipped the long line i have jumped the que I wish you knew that i really loved you to, Now i beleive there is nothing more that i can do. From a far we still beleive that we were more than meant to be But now things have changed we are both now gone Never ever shall i speak the words goodbye so long. Wishing you were here to brighten up my cloudy day Wishing i could hear you call my well known name Wishingyou were hereto tell me hwats right and wrong If you werent gone so long i wouldnt be writing songs. From a far we still beleive that we were more than meant to be But now

Goodbye World by beckiicat, literature

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The heavens are closed today by beckiicat, literature

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The heavens are closed today

Fuck this and fuck that and all your stupid crap (i'm going) Fuck this and fuck you for all the stupid shit you put me through (i'm going) I'm going away now to somewhere so peacfull and hot where lives burn and stew in a pot. Dont miss me, just pity me my damaged vicious caniveing mind and body (i'm going) I'm coming for you to corrupt you up inside And take away your inncoence and angelic soul you once had pride, I'm coming to take you to my land of dreams, Where everything in reality is nothing what it seems I'M LIVING! I'm feeling fake always have been always will be this is the way i live (i'm living) I'm feeling cruel and twis

Numb by beckiicat, literature

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Numb

All this time seems like forever Every single moment we will endevour Keeping you forever in my thoughts My feeling cannot just be bought. Damaged inside i dont feel right I feel numb like the cold that whisps in your face The coldness and bitterness in your heart When theres no feeling you cant start. As we stroll through our lifes true path Of sadness and our inner psychopaths When we feel so bitter and twisted inside Lets just let live and then die. Damaged inside i dont feel right I feel numb like the cold that whisps in your face The coldness and bitterness in your heart When theres no feeling you cant start. If it is put

Religion makes the world Frown by beckiicat, literature

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What Will Become by beckiicat, literature

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What Will Become

sitting in a place so very far away, i just wish something would go my way, longing for tomorrow, to be a different day because some how the days seem all the same. sitting by the river so calm and unconfused, sweeping like the tide, with thoughts of no use, everythings a mess, what am i to do, im not a witch said i, i have no magic to use, what will become, where am i going, i long for hapiness and not loneliness, will i ever gain these or am i dreaming my life away, i just wish all my pain and worries would just obey, lonely willow tree all on your own, you have no one to care for you and are just left alone, something in co

I cry silently by beckiicat, literature

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I cry silently

I see you looking happy as can be, flying high, as high as the trees, you see me looking sad, a blank page on my face i cant get rid of this pain thats growing at a fast pace i see you glancing with a knowing look in your eyes, i feel when you look at me you feel as cold as ice, tell me something true, something real, tell me really how i make you feel, i cry silently deep down inside of me thinking that you wont be with me, i cry flowingly, knowing that i'll never feel your touch again. you know how i feel i let you know, not trying to make you guilty, just want to let go you see what your doing, why do you do it? its not a

I'M ME AS FAR AS I CAN SEE by beckiicat, literature

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I'M ME AS FAR AS I CAN SEE

the sound of you voice kills me, the look of you stills me, you make me go insane in side, and painful in my mind you make me itch to my fingertips, you make my lips bleed when you kiss, i wish that you would just go away, never to return, make my day! why do you hate me? or do i hate you? you were once one and now you are two, yourself and i your guilty concionce, making you guilty for all your noncense your such a bitch of a guy arent you, you really want ot make me spew, all the pain you cause inside is now solid and run dry one day i'll kill you inside, make you feel numb and cry make you hurt for all the hurt you caused m

i want you by beckiicat, literature

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i want you

im talking to you, your shivering inside, you cant believe what you read before your eyes, i want you so bad and you know it, hey i cant help it if im open and show it! i want your body, i want it right now, you laugh thinking im playing, would you like it to be a turnaround? i look at you, you make no eyecontact, why wont you look at me, im not that compact! im like a dominant tiger wanting all the laughs, too bad that you mostly only see me in class, i can be so much more than you see, nobody really knows the real me, you will be suprised, a star in your eye, an explosion of the brain makes us go insane. i could drive you w

Since I Found You...Happyness by beckiicat, literature

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Since I Found You...Happyness

the bubbling inside i just cant hide, the smile on my face, not put to waste, the tingles in my tummy, i cant just worry, since i found you...happyness my old buddy. i am greatful for the time and season ive been chosen. its my turn once again, im no more frozen, happyness, bright colours, summer all around, these are the things i now enjoy and have found, your in my arms forever to keep, lets not take things so so steep. Dan i love you, a feeling found, im still excited and completely dumbfound, how is it i, liked you for ages, and you kept your feelings locked in cages, good things are to come. we can only go forward, our t

My big mistake by beckiicat, literature

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My big mistake

why did it happen, just this time do you think that i can just turn a blind eye? this action has confused me , i feel all floozy, this feeling is playing on my mind, yuo kissed me once, you kissed me twice, i will admit it was kind of nice, it was worng i am spoken for, you apoligised, and now you cant look at me and ignore, why did you do it i should like ot know, i wish i could kill all this pain and sorrow, im messed up, i think i want you, but in reality i could never have you, i feel so confused, heads inflated like a balloon, so much goingo n in my head, i dont want to choose, you are my friend why did you do this, did

how can i make you see by beckiicat, literature

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how can i make you see

how can i make you see what is really me, you look straight through me, im no fool see, how can i be, a new improved version of me? change everything, everyhow everyway. im no longer who i was, and this is all because i feel miniscule, a nobody and god damn ugly i want to be p.r.e.t.t.E like the girls on page 3, blonde hair , shining eyes big bright lush smile. i was once a natural blonde who turned to black, now my hair colour is on its way back, green sparkling eyes with shiny lips, and my.........kids are as big as this ;p will he see me after all this, a new improved version of me, is he worth all this, i think so and mayb

A feeling so wrong by beckiicat, literature

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A feeling so wrong

A feeling so strange, a feeling so wrong have i had this feeling all along? how can it be, that i did not see, what you were really feeling for me! ive turned you down, you carry on but now something is terribly wrong, the smile on your face grows when i pass, its like your laying dreaming in the grass, i feel so awkward, and think of you, i feel like im in one big que, your eyes dont move off of me, i feel so nervous i dont want you to see, what am i doing? turning down a chance. but im sorry its going to be no for this last dance, you know all my problems, you can also relate, but this cant be a problem, it must be a mistake!

This Love by beckiicat, literature

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This Love

Is this love true? all my thoughts of you? why do i feel so blue, when im not near you, i weep in my pillow, of romanic drems of you and me, only problem is i know this will never be, i look at your picture and smile at my thoughts, your perfect lucious deep eyes, mine lock with yours, your big hands that make mine look miniscule, your height that makes me feel like im still in school, your style that makes my tummy flutter when you pass i find myself just obviously staring at your ass, you promise me this your promise me that i wish you would just say and thats a fact, dont keep me hanging on a rope so thin, i feel my emotions

A Perfect Dream by beckiicat, literature

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A Perfect Dream

A dream of you and I, sat close underneath the starlit sky, your arms around my body, your breathe on my hair, the sweetest feeling i wish i could share. The cold air upon my face, im in so deep it feels like space, sitting on the hilltop looking down, not anymore a single frown, your holding me tight, not letting go, this feels like one big show, ive got you now, freeze this moment, never let it go. perfect bliss you and i, getting lost in each others eyes, you grip my hand down the slope, i feel so cold its like im snow, your warmth is like fire, your eyes like saphire, your grip so fine, im syaing all this really wishing you were

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'She' by darkhorse4002, literature

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'She'

She...maybe the girl next door Maybe the girl you like But I'm telling you right now She...maybe your friend She could be the girl in the store But I'm telling you right now She...she's the one The only one The one that opened my heart again She...could be the girl The one sitting in your class The girl next to you Is the girl I love She...the girl that smile at you When you're walking in the street But I'm telling you right now She's the girl The girl I'm dreamin' of And she's the only one Who made me love again

Ventrue by AngelRain, literature

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Ventrue

When sun goes down and darkness falls When shadows haunt these closing walls Voices answer distant calls He hides behind his throne In memories fading, lost and old In halls once great, now empty and cold Where once grew hope, naive and bold This is no longer home His anger aches through flesh and bone His screaming echoes, he's all alone The floor is binding his tears in the stone To keep his sorrow for ever An empire built on others confusion A vampire defeated by his own illusion A fall of a damned as one sad conclusion He laughs at all his endeavour A pitiful attempt, a try to restore it His powers are failing, his life i

First Breathe by nalster73, literature

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First Breathe

a scream a push a cry a sigh a smile a laugh a name ....my name a perfect moment a brand new light nothing more perfect than the sight of a new life you breathe that promise to your god to care and help it live in this world but you should've known what you just did to this innocent new born the big picture you missed... destined to be hurt is all you promised you brought it into this world a love through birth into pain, into hate you brought it into dirt it'll grow up to hate you it'll bleed and suffer it'll cry in agony like all the others in a perfect moment in this brand new light nothings more perfect th

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darkhorse4002

Oct 1, 2007

Just stopping by to see how yah doin', 'been a long time. I was gone for a while too. So how you been?

Destructionist

Feb 27, 2005

Thanks for taking the time to stop in

darkhorse4002

Feb 21, 2005

Hi Beckii Thanks for the favs and for visiting my Artmajeur website,I appreciate it a lot

randomthought

Feb 7, 2005

Howdy! Thankyou SO much for the favourite! You are too kind, really *tips hat*

I am unable to do so at the moment, but when I have more time I shall come back and have a squiz at ur gallery!! Looks rather intriguing!! :detective: anyhoo- thanks again! Peace and warm chocolate chip cookies!!